Went to see her yesterday and again today.

I was finally allowed to see her cuz I dick slapped the cuntfaced nurse then ripped the intern a new asshole then told him that the best part of him dried up on his mommy's thighs her family talked to the staff about me and explained to them who I am. ((Yeah I'm the asshole who's gonna beat the shit out of you if you don't let me in to see her!!))

Yesterday they drew shitloads of blood from her to run tests. I was there with her aunt and cousin. She was out of it, kinda drifting in and out of consciousness. When the dude took her arm to take blood she sorta stirred about, opened her eyes and looked at the guy and said some shit like, "Can I go home now, please? My baby girl wanted me to make cookies for her and I promised I'd make an ice-cream cake for her birthday. Please, can I go home now? I promised her, it's her birthday. Please?"

Her aunt just shook her head told her she hadda stay for prolly a few days then turned to me looking like she was about to cry and shit and looking at me expecting me to say something. WTF was I supposed to do???

Smoke, that's what.

Motherfuck! I'm back to smoking again, done with a pack already and it's only a cunthair past noon! I'd go buy some booze but this fucking state and their liquour laws and shit being closed on sundays, fucking polygamist ass raping bastards!

Well she's doing ok. Sleeping again when I saw her, at least she's getting a lot of rest. She looks pale and all those wires and IV stuck on her. I felt bad for waking her up, but I told her that I was gonna drop by with the kids later after taking them to the movies as promised. She smiled weakly then looked at the flowers I brought for her.

She's gonna be ok. You know why I know this?

"Flowers for me? Why for?" she said while smiling weakly at me. "But flowers are for the dead. Are you trying to tell me something? Don't waste your money on me, you could've bought Ren and Missy ice-cream or something. Besides you can't get rid of me that easy, I intend to stick around forever just to piss you off. So far, so good huh?" I got a faint chuckle from her, then she closed her eyes and went back to sleep.

After all that, she still has the strength to be a smartass towards me. I brought flowers for fucksakes! No thank you, no nothing! Just some smartass remark about flowers and sticking around to piss me off!

Anywho, I told her I'd take the kids to see Brothers Grimm today and then take them to the duck pond. Not due to return to work till Wednesday so I'm thinking of sticking around here in case I'm needed then I'll drive down to St. George tuesday night or some shit like that.